That forgiveness is good for the soul.

That forgiveness is good for the soul.   "FORGIVENESS" a big word for anyone to understand or even accomplish. Once you have learned to forgive your soul is cleansed and a thousands of pounds have been lifted from you. Believe me it is so great for you and life changing. What got me through my separation and the preparation of him leaving our home of 20 years was a lot of prayer and a few great friends that helped me to understand and support me. God also put a couple of special people in my life to help me along with the process. But my biggest supporter were my own children, they are the best. I could not of made it with out them. Their Nana would tell me why do you tell them so much, why are they so involved. I remember telling her they needed to know and understand that their lives were going to change and it was not going to be easy. OUR LIVES.
A very good friend asked me if I still loved him and I told him yes I did, I was willing to try anything. He shared that if I did then I needed to do this. When I was ready to hear the truth because a man knows if he still loves you or not and I had to be ready for his response. And the day and time came when I was trying to tell him that no matter what we can make it work if you still love me and he said that he couldn't tell me right now. I insisted because he would've been able to tell me yes or no. Well he said some horrible words and said no. So from that day forward it was about the children. A few months later with my heart so heavy with pain I found myself praying and asking The Lord to help me to forgive because I could no longer have this pain. I asked God with my whole heart to help me forgive and to pray for, to be able to. When that special moment happened, the most beautiful warm feeling past through me and I felt at peace. God taught me the importance of Forgiveness and how cleansing it is for your soul. Now I can talk about him and have no anger. I shared with my children and I am trying show them the importance of life. Life how hard it is to understand.