Moving forward is so hard to do. You have to believe in yourself to be able to move forward and that is hard to accomplish when you have lost trust in the whole world and faith. After losing our home we officially became homeless. You find out who your true friend are and who stands behind you or supports you. But you know, sometimes all you need to hear is"Everything will be alright" and those word apparently were to hard to be spoken by some of the people you knew. Even in the myth of it all I was able to trust in the Lord. We left so many of our things behind and took only what we could take. I stored mine and my children s belongings in storage and a great friend allowed me to send my mail to her home temporarily.
I felt lost and confused because two of my children were living elsewhere and the rest of us were living in a garage temporarily and our mail to another home. I felt so helpless because I failed as a parent because I could not keep my family together under the same roof. I felt so helpless.
You read about those families that are homeless and you ask "What happen for them to be homeless" well know I understand. It's called LIFE and you have to have empathy towards the human race. So when I share my story with families, they are shocked that I can understand and relate to what they are currently going through. I share with them and I tell them that they have to move forward and to trust in themselves.
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