Monday, June 9, 2014
Trust in themselves
Trust in yourselves are words that are very hard to trust and believe in. For the following years my family had to live in different homes until we would be able to live in the same home.
You just have to trust your own gut and move forward
Moving forward is so hard to do. You have to believe in yourself to be able to move forward and that is hard to accomplish when you have lost trust in the whole world and faith. After losing our home we officially became homeless. You find out who your true friend are and who stands behind you or supports you. But you know, sometimes all you need to hear is"Everything will be alright" and those word apparently were to hard to be spoken by some of the people you knew. Even in the myth of it all I was able to trust in the Lord. We left so many of our things behind and took only what we could take. I stored mine and my children s belongings in storage and a great friend allowed me to send my mail to her home temporarily.
I felt lost and confused because two of my children were living elsewhere and the rest of us were living in a garage temporarily and our mail to another home. I felt so helpless because I failed as a parent because I could not keep my family together under the same roof. I felt so helpless.
You read about those families that are homeless and you ask "What happen for them to be homeless" well know I understand. It's called LIFE and you have to have empathy towards the human race. So when I share my story with families, they are shocked that I can understand and relate to what they are currently going through. I share with them and I tell them that they have to move forward and to trust in themselves.
I felt lost and confused because two of my children were living elsewhere and the rest of us were living in a garage temporarily and our mail to another home. I felt so helpless because I failed as a parent because I could not keep my family together under the same roof. I felt so helpless.
You read about those families that are homeless and you ask "What happen for them to be homeless" well know I understand. It's called LIFE and you have to have empathy towards the human race. So when I share my story with families, they are shocked that I can understand and relate to what they are currently going through. I share with them and I tell them that they have to move forward and to trust in themselves.
Life how hard it is to understand
Life, how hard it is to understand.
LIFE is so hard and for the average person let alone a religious one is even harder. I believe LIFE is like a your own personal book and has many many chapters. The chapters can be easy or can be hard. They are your trials and tribulations in which your faith is tested.
When I was trying to explain this to my children about faith, they were full of so many questions that even made me have questions my own faith. I just told them that we are tested and it is up to us no to lost faith.
As I was coming along in these past years, my faith has been tested. After divorce, losing my job and losing our home I felt that the whole world was against me and my family. My faith was so being tested, I remember a good friend was comforting me in church and she stopped the priest to ask him if he could help me with what I was going through and his response was "Your doing a good job" he proceed to walk away. I never felt so alone and rejected by my priest from my childhood church. I walked away and didn't look back at the church.
But life has to go on and you have to trust your own faith in the Lord and that he has plans for you. You just have to trust your own gut and move forward.
LIFE is so hard and for the average person let alone a religious one is even harder. I believe LIFE is like a your own personal book and has many many chapters. The chapters can be easy or can be hard. They are your trials and tribulations in which your faith is tested.
When I was trying to explain this to my children about faith, they were full of so many questions that even made me have questions my own faith. I just told them that we are tested and it is up to us no to lost faith.
As I was coming along in these past years, my faith has been tested. After divorce, losing my job and losing our home I felt that the whole world was against me and my family. My faith was so being tested, I remember a good friend was comforting me in church and she stopped the priest to ask him if he could help me with what I was going through and his response was "Your doing a good job" he proceed to walk away. I never felt so alone and rejected by my priest from my childhood church. I walked away and didn't look back at the church.
But life has to go on and you have to trust your own faith in the Lord and that he has plans for you. You just have to trust your own gut and move forward.
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